I stopped expecting that people would ever be kind to me. Maybe, I don’t deserve kindness. Maybe I deserve to wallow in self-pity, hoping in vain. Maybe I don’t deserve loving words because I cannot maintain a pleasant facade for too long.
I love you.
Thank you for your kind words. I have a hard time believing them, though. People don’t seem to like me all that much irl.
What’s something that brings you joy?
Reading and gaming, mostly. I also like programming and I work on projects.
What kind of books are you into? I just read fantasy book called Rage of Dragons which was really fun
Most kinds. Mostly, I love fantasy books. Currently, I am reading Siddhartha by Herman Hesse. I am holding out on reading Rage of Dragons, until the series is complete. I am intrigued by it’s Africa-inspired world and myth.
Siddhartha’s so good! I love those kinds of books about self awareness and growth. You’re definitely wiser than me though, I shouldn’t have made the mistake of starting a series that isn’t don’t yet, but I guess ASOIAF and the Kingkiller Chronicle wasn’t lesson enough for me
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I have BPD. I have a hard time validating my own actions. Hence, self-love is hard for me.
